Sins and Their Consequences
After about one month since breaking up with a woman who truly tried to love me and get close to me, in the midst of my inner conflict and the sexual direction our relationship had taken I find myself in many ways worse off relationally than I was before. During the time I was dating my ex-girlfriend I had alienated so many of my friends, because I was trying to care for my girlfriend and give her an important space in my life. Now in the aftermath of this break up, dealing with the psychological, spiritual, and relational consequences I wonder what if any good will come from both the fact that I started this relationship and that I ended it. It was from the outset a broken relationship with various opportunities to end it before it went too far. It consumed a lot of time and money (not that I regret using my time and money to show love to my ex-girlfriend), and I now must wonder what of that God can use despite all the sin, and brokenness. I have neglected my friends, and then